THE kid,insane,freak,joker,sinner,lover,seeker,pardoned,forgetful,slave,dreamer,soldier

God damn... why is it only now that i get to notice what i have taken for granted? I know this statement is a clishe, but what can i do?! It is only now that i see how you make me forget how to speak, it is you who i can talk to about everything except everything about us, it is you who i can play jokes on and tell how i was and how i am... It is you that I am not afraid to show who I am, because I want you to see who I am... So when you're still there I know that YOU REALLY are there, Oh how silly of me to be blinded by what happened in my life that i fortgot all about you... How everything about us ended in a flash and yet you were still there to call me youre friend, and how i wish I could bring everything back the way it was... me waiting for you, and you not noticing me at all, atleast I get to be with you even as youre friend... Damn, I hope I can still see you smile... I am so stupid, that I know.... but is is only now that i have confirmed that fact...



Is is still possible for You and I???

I don't want to be stuck in this moment, not being able to tell you... how i missed talking to you, how i missed being there for you, how i missed you....


I know it's all sudden and it's not right at all...

but i have to...


then again I may not... i cannot risk this last strand of hope I am holding on to...


I hope I can see you again... even a glipse would be enough


I am no stalker, I am no fanatic... I am nothing








Sa pag patuloy ng buhay, sa patuloy na pag tibok ng puso. sumasabay ang maraimtim kong panalangin na sa iyong pag lingon sa langit at pag hanga sa kumukutitap na bituin sa langit ay maalala mo rin ako. Aasa ako na sa bawat gabing sumisinag ang buwan na ang mga anghel sa langit ay patuloy kang babantayan at iiwas sa masasamang panaginip.







Darn shit... I really hope that things will turn out for the best....