THE kid,insane,freak,joker,sinner,lover,seeker,pardoned,forgetful,slave,dreamer,soldier

well let's see... today is a happy day?! why you say? It's someone's birthday! haha... who's birthday you say?! it's reyia's birthday! haha... she's on my link.. don't be shy to greet her! hahaha.... asteeegness! hey reyia my offer still stands okay? don't forget that! haha...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO -REYIA-


happy happy happy...

hehe... bye bye kasi hinde na ako magblog, be seein yah guys! Fuck the hell off

hehe, let's... first i dont care who' s reading my blogor if no one is reading it, hinde naman ako nag papacute so i'll say shits that i want to say... i am not a smarty pants so i guess lahat ng laman nito eh kalokohan ko lang... asa ka pa na maymatino akong masusulat dito! bwahahahaha... kanina i bought a cd of "Evil GeniUS" haha... it's pretty nice, astigin hehe... masaya talaga toh! nalibre ko na yung friend ko si charles nakabili na ako ng cds, may pera pa din ako... hmm this is turning out great! bwahahahahaha... a few more days and i'll be able to buy my own fone or upgrade my pc... astigin talaga! bwahahahahahahahahahahaha... I really missed alot of things this past few months hehe! asteeeeeeeeeeeeg... ehehehe! may iniintay din ako ngayong april! em sure about it yet, pero bahala na... may god enlighten my decisions in life... - weird, hehe... pero totoo... may god's will happen! asteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeg toh! next week na yun, hehe... i can't wait to say those words... haha! bangis! hehe... tapos, sobrang masaya pa week ko! kasi okay yung mga quizes ko! haha... pwede na!... naka, nay new found tropa rin ako... si sonnyG hehe! wala lang... pake niyo ba!

oi bry kung nababasa mo toh... miss na kita! hehe! ayus yan... nde ka pa din iba! kelan ka ba naging iba?! ha?! bwiset... dyahe ka malagkit

oi marvs sine tayo sa friday next week, wala ako pasok... ehehe wala si de ramon

oi charles, sana makasama ka...

oi jero miss na din kita salamat sa reply sa friendster

oi sonny alam mo na tong site na toh sana mapuntahan mo naman paminsan minsan

oi ***** sana nde mailang. tropa lang...

oi **** gumising ka na... hehe! it's so nice that your back

oi oi oi, minsan may isang nilalang ang nagaling sa kalangitan tumingin siya sa mga tao at nagisip, bakit ang mga tao nakukuha na maghanap ng kaligayahan sa ibat ibang lugar? gayong ang matagal na nilang hinahanap ay hindi nawawala ang kaligayahan ay nasakanila na... patuloy lang nila itong tinatabunan ng kung ano-anong bagay, bagay na hindi nila kailangan... ang kaligayah n ay ang kanilang mga puso, ang kakayahan nilang magmahal at magpaligaya ng mga taong minamahal nila... ang kaligayahan ay ina sa kasiyahan, isang malaking pagkakamali ang ihalintulad sila sa isat isa, sana makita niyo ang inyong mga puso at patuloy na maging maligaya... wag lunurin ang sarili, wag bulagin, at wag abusuhin. ang oras ay hinde mo hawak, kaya wag mo habulin, ngunit tama lang na wag sumabay sa ikot ng mundo... iba ka at iba ako, walang pareho sa mundo! yan ang totoo...

Who could you be?
sitting calmly...

Who could you be?
who could you be...

Those hair that's black as night
sways with the wind
Those lips that that speaks
the language of love

That face that resembles an
angels embrace amg grace

That moment that capured
the best in you and me...

Things could have been better
if i stared a bit longer

Things could have been better
if i said hello

Things could have been better
if i didn't looked away

I can see right through your
eyes, of diamonds

Things could have been better
but i wasn't

Things could have been better
but it didn't

Alot of wish, alot of hope
for a girl that cought my glance

Alot of could have, and alot of
should haves

Seeing you across from me is
enough

Seeing you walk pass by me is
enough...

hehe, wala lang... natuwa lang ako sa girl na nakita ko sa school, okay lang sakin kung makita ko siya uli... wala naman ako magagawa kasi nahihiya ako!

yehey.... i was able to get the highest p6 trest score in my class kanina! haha... beat that, and mind you my teacher is NOT normal! hehe... so ayus! and dame ko nagagawa na nde ko nagagawa dati, hehe.. bakit nga ba?! enough with that... bibili ako ng stuffs (bka cell phone) kasi may 2k ++ na ako! haha... see yah

well, let me start this entry by sharing that my dad asked me to write down my goals in life, at first i thought it was a little corny... but then i kept thinking his reasons why he wanted me to do that then it just hit me in the face, he wanted me to write them down so i'll have a map of my life, my very own treasure map... but for this case it was a goal map! hehe.. so i wrote them down and sent it to him, hmmm... let me see, i remember writtind down

1. find my purpose
2. fulfill my purpose
3. make the people around me

that's just the things I wanted to share, cause they are the most meaningfull to me... hehe, but there is this goal that i need not write or send to my dad for it has existed for a very long time

"keep my true friends close"

haha... well i'm not the friendly type of person i can be snobbish at times but hell, atleast i know that the friends i keep are true for they were able to put up with my shits and my fucking mind, hehe... well they let's just say that i'm one hell of a personality test, good for those who lasted and for the unlucky ones, em not so sure if i should be sad that you didn't made pass through...

hehe... what else? makata daw ako? hindi ahh... weirdo lang talaga ako! haha... wala na ako fone so kung sino man sa TUNAY KONG KAIBIGAN IWAN NIYO NALANG SA YM KO YUNG NUMBER NIYO KASI NAWALA NA YUNG NUMBER NIYO, AT PARA MABIGAY KO NA DIN BAGO KO NUMBER IF EVER KASI MAGPAPALIT NA AKO NG NUMBER. ONE OF THIS DAYS!

Nagdiriwang ang mga anghel
ngayong gabing maliwanag
ang mga bituin
At ang buwan ay sing liwanag
ng araw
Naglalaro ang mga anino
ngayong umagang maaliwalas
ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay walang sing
liwanag
Hindi maiwasang makisaya~makidiwang
Masasayang sandali ay hindi maiwasan
Dahil ba ikaw ay nakita?
Dahil ba ika'y isa mga anghel
ng aking buhay?
O kay kislap ng iyong mga ngiti
O kay ganda ng iyong mga mata
Hindi maiwasang matuwa
Hindi maiwasang mahalina
Ang iyonh kagandahan ay
namumukod-tangi
Ang iyong katauhan ay nakakasilaw
Ang aking isipan ay unti-unting
nalulunod sa pag-isip sa iyo
Nananalangin akong muli
mabigyan ng pagkakataon
Unti-unti muling nahuhulog sa
iyo
Ngunit hindi maiwasang pigilan
ang nararamadaman
Pagkat hindi dapat
Pagkat hindi sigurado kung
tama
Hindi matatanggap na ika'y
masaktan
ANGHEL ng aking buhay...

this really goes for someone... em just not sure if i should tell her though

I have entered the
unknown realm
Realm of unknown emotions
and I am welcomed
Welcomed not by sadness
not by hate
Welcomed warmly by
happiness
Maybe this is paradise
maybe this is what I want
I do not hate you

FOR YOU ARE THE WORST MISTAKE
I EVER MADE

I am not bitter
I am not lonely
I AM FREE
Free from the the lies
Free from you
and I am happy

I HAVE WASTED MY LIFE BEING
WITH YOU

Don't you see? This is the best thing
you ever did for me!
This is paradise

Theses are not words of hope, now that you are gone. These are not words of hatred now that you left. These are words of honesty not to you but for me. The truth is I am happy about me. Thank you for bailing out! It really is the only thing that you ever did for me.

i have been searching for something like this
i have been waiting for something like you
i don't know why, i don't know why
maybe it's faith
maybe it's destiny
but what is faith and destiny?
what am i?
am i what i am?
or am i something else?
am i you? are you me?
have i seen you before?
yes i have...
i know youre true
i know youre real
but am i?
i cannot understand
the feeling i have...
the feeling of emptiness
the feeling of darkness
i can sense it...
i can feel it...
the feeling inside me!
it scourge every flesh
ripps every tissue
every muscle in me trembles...
every organ deminishes
i can hear my heart thumping very fast..
but is goes slow, very slow...
is it because of you?
or someone else?
time will stop...
seasons will halt...
just for you
just for me
just for us...
won't you be with me?
be with me?