THE kid,insane,freak,joker,sinner,lover,seeker,pardoned,forgetful,slave,dreamer,soldier

yan! hehe... pucha kakagaling ko lang sa beach kaya eto! SUNburn... yehey! hehe... naramdaman ko na ang summer! wohhhoooooo! well dun sa beach ayus naman siya... forever breath-taking! ehehe... i played with my baby cuz joshua... hehe... hinahabol ko siya... sa sand, tapos bigla huminto sabay tingin sakin kala ko kung bakit na... alam nio sinabe? "Ayan mainit" sabay takbo papunta sa silong... aba! mautak na bata... nde kasi makatakas! hehe... well i enjoyed playing with him! maybe because i am still a kid... yes maybe that's it, i am still a kid....

enrollment ko kanina... pucha! regular ako??!!!?!?! what the what.... hehe... anyways i got the regular load kanina 27 units, tapos nag add ako ng isa pang subject kasi nde ko siya nakuha nung last 2 sems, engdrw3 <---( baduy noh? well nde ko kasalanan yan peks man! yung teacher ko kasi ), well anyways sabi ba naman sakin nung department head namin na hinde ako pwede mag overload.... waaaaaaaa... bad trip! 1 unit lang naman eh! anak ng tipaklong naman... isang unit lang! nde naman maapektohan naman non yung sched ko! asar! hehe... kakausapin ko yung dean namen bukas or sa friday... kung pwede ko eadd kasi kailangan ko na talaga makuha yun. pero regular pa din ako! haha...

hmmm... anu pa?! pucha yung computer ko tuluyan nang nag loko! bad trip... kailangan na ata i reformat! ahahahaha.... sana lang mareformat! hehehehehehehehehehe...

leonard, tol... sa sabado ba tuloy tayo?
marvin, txt txt na lang about sa fri.
charles, sama ka sa fri.
jero, tapos na enrollment ng 1st year
erol, ano?! palag ka?

i hate my pc... nde na ako maka pag ragna!

hehe... meron ako sakit ngeon pero okay lang, i got to play alot of games! hehe... ayos! pupunta kme sa beach tommorow! haha... asteeegin yung beach na yun... better than any other i have gone to, not just because the view was amazing... but the time i spent there was great! well i didn't met anyone or something like that... but the family bonding was the best!

white sand, blue clear water, and great people... here i come

hehe.... seeing someone won't be that bad though

hehe...

17th of May year 2005, 7:24 pm...

today was astounding... beleive it or not it rained, not just any ordinary rain but it rained hard. It poured, and lightning strikes every now and then. maybe the season of rain is about to begin and this is it's proof, May is almost over... and june is about to begin, and I am expecting alot of new things. From school, From my sisters, From my Mom, From myself, From life... well i don't know if I should be getting excited or not.

i get to play ragnarok again... well I missed it quite alot, I never missed anything like i missed ragnarok, well don't get me wrong I am NOT an adict... it's just that it's the only contact i have for some of my friends aside from txt and yms... and it's the only time i get to spend time with them, well if not in reality i guess fantasy would do! haha...

well be going to this beach this saturday... I can't wait! hehe, I've been there once and it's pretty nice... i just hope it doesn't rain! hehe... I have a fond memory of that place! hehe... i hope i will be able to play my cards right this time though... not like last time! "Nasayang ko kasi yung momment" hehe... well ayaw ko na discuss bat ko nasayang, let's just say na i'm such a shit-head then.

something is still lingers in my mind... what's wrong with her, hmm... have i done something to offend her? well i hope not! hehe... sayang naman! hehe, sana ok lang siya

SHOUT outs...

Bry - miss na kita pre
Marvin - hehe... enge zeny! JOKE, tank na lang
Wynn - Raydrics ule, NASA pari at GAMIT ang lakas
Jero - tangna ka paramdam ka naman
Perry - wala lang... ng txt ka lang kanina tnx
Leonard - sensya na kung nde kita nakausap, ragna eh
Charles - nakuha ko na alche ko! YEHEY
Butch - sorry kung nde masyado help sa Blog mo! next time ako bawe promise
Ate lilet - OH my ever dearest cuz and sister... miss nakita! hehe!
EROL - sana pumasa ka sa DE at P6
D'oders - eh nde ko naman alam kung mababasa nio sa personal ko na lang sasabihin! hehe

yun lang... and for you, i hope everything will be okay! kung may prob. ka or may prob. ka sakin.. sana maayos hehe! sensya na kung nakukulit kita masyado... kung naiilang ka na i'll stop... sorry I didn't mean to cause you any trouble! alam mo na kung sino ka...

hehe... last friday me and my classmates/friends/temp-tropa had a drink, pano tapos na ang summer class, kaya ayun napag3pan namen na uminon... dito sa bahay namen yung venue, pero okay lang kasi four lang kme, tinamad yung iba at yung iba eh nagkaroon ng emergency, at syemper meron ding hinde invited... well any ways naadict sila sa "dirty chicken" hehe, kasi sa tabi-tabi lang namen nabilan. haha... parang "dirty ice-cream" pero masarap naman eh kaya okay lang... ininom namen yung chivas reagal na tira nung birthday ko... tapos nung nakalahati namen ng redhorse na kme... asteeg hindi ako nalasing, kasi tamang kwentuhan lang... kaya ayun alam ko panaman ng mga nangyari... hehe alam ko din lahat ng mga txt na ginawa ko, well tumapang lang ako sa iba kong mga txt... nasabi ang mga hindi kayang sabihin... hehe... it was me talkin but alcohol was backing me up, so to speak... pero generally it was a very good experience, i didn't barfed... i was just tipsy! ayun... sana maulit!

hehe, just heard this from the radio kanina... wala lang! few simple words but it is filled with dedication, courage and bags alot of attitude! it feels good to live by these words, not because we all need to be hard headed or something... but we need to be brave infront of our life. i think that we should stare life in the face and tell it that your challenges are nothing! and i am not even going to break a sweat! ahaha... things that I should live by and youy should live by... I know what i am and what i am capable of! you can NEVER make me less of a man!

these are not words of wisdom, these are just the obvious things that we people tend to neglect and forget...

hey,

i just hope that we could continue the good friendship that we started... i hope that you would not think that i am just playing with you, because i am not... i hope you would not think that i want to get close to you to forget about her, cause i am not... you are not just a past time! i want you to be my friend, i really want that... there's no problem if you wouldn't want it... just tell me, i am used to not being liked. trust me, i would really be happy if we would be friends... thanks!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay... i miss playing ragnarok, i haven't played for quite awhile maybe i should just quit or something like that! haha... wish ko lang may bumili ng account ko pag nagkataon! haha...

my mom talked to me kagabi! i dunno why pero she talked to me... she told me alot of stuff about life, about her! and i quite remember sayin " hay nako! mama... tama ka dyan " she is really smart hehe! any ways mom... happy mother's day! you are the best... mama!

well, let's see... something just won't get off my mind lately, i dunno why! but there should be a reason for this! i just hope it would be something that is for the better... I am not usually like this... I do not care about the stuffs around me! and so I USED to say "life will go on" but i can't seem to get a hold of that thought lately... i wonder why? this is no fairytale, no good winning over evil thing... this is just plain old life, no change... just life... flowing calmly, quietly... but i can't cruise it just like that... for in my side of the story, the storm is just starting and the current is just getting higher... i have to get a hold of my self... i really have to get a hold of myself!

dead eyes

i have looked at the skies alot of times
but today it bares no stars
i have listened to the waves alot of times
but today it made no sound
i have seen the clouds walk calmly across the sky
but today it walked nowhere
i have seen people get saved from the flames of hell
but to day neither heaven nor hell opened it's gates
i have seen people dance the same steps alot of times
but to day not a single not got played
i have watched people fight over silly things
but today no man waved his flag
i have seen alot of things
but today my eyes are dead
i have not lost my sight
i have not lost my life
i lost the heart to see
to clearly see
i have lost the vision to see
to see the beauty within
i have nothing
but dead eyes.