THE kid,insane,freak,joker,sinner,lover,seeker,pardoned,forgetful,slave,dreamer,soldier

The crisp winds blows through the openess of ones heartThe warmth of the sun fills the empty spaces in ones soulThe glow of the stars lightens my aguish from the day we part Those smiles I cannot forgetThose eyes i must seeThose days that I rememberAnswers are Questions Light is Dark Though I seek, I do not questionFor you alone is the answer For you alone is light For you alone is what I ask
The Goddess of my life...

God damn... why is it only now that i get to notice what i have taken for granted? I know this statement is a clishe, but what can i do?! It is only now that i see how you make me forget how to speak, it is you who i can talk to about everything except everything about us, it is you who i can play jokes on and tell how i was and how i am... It is you that I am not afraid to show who I am, because I want you to see who I am... So when you're still there I know that YOU REALLY are there, Oh how silly of me to be blinded by what happened in my life that i fortgot all about you... How everything about us ended in a flash and yet you were still there to call me youre friend, and how i wish I could bring everything back the way it was... me waiting for you, and you not noticing me at all, atleast I get to be with you even as youre friend... Damn, I hope I can still see you smile... I am so stupid, that I know.... but is is only now that i have confirmed that fact...



Is is still possible for You and I???

I don't want to be stuck in this moment, not being able to tell you... how i missed talking to you, how i missed being there for you, how i missed you....


I know it's all sudden and it's not right at all...

but i have to...


then again I may not... i cannot risk this last strand of hope I am holding on to...


I hope I can see you again... even a glipse would be enough


I am no stalker, I am no fanatic... I am nothing








Sa pag patuloy ng buhay, sa patuloy na pag tibok ng puso. sumasabay ang maraimtim kong panalangin na sa iyong pag lingon sa langit at pag hanga sa kumukutitap na bituin sa langit ay maalala mo rin ako. Aasa ako na sa bawat gabing sumisinag ang buwan na ang mga anghel sa langit ay patuloy kang babantayan at iiwas sa masasamang panaginip.







Darn shit... I really hope that things will turn out for the best....

..., badtrip na laugh trip toh.




Group Study: Bahay ni Gian...
Cpu Prog, Bigla kami nag katamaran... Nagbukas ng mail so JEFF, Sabay sigaw... "WHO THE FUCK IS MAILER DAEMON?... ampness! labing siyam ka nang nabubuhay sa mundo nde mo alam kung bakit nag kaka message ng mailer daemon as yahoo mail mo? asteeeeeeeeeeeeeg...



"sabay hirit siya, bakit mga ba erol?"




asteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeg....



hehe....

What the fuck?! nag uupdate ako ng blog? hehe... anyways. Ang dami dami ng nagyayari sa buhay ko, malmang kasi pag wala dedo na ko! yung lang

well let's begin... It's been quite awhile since my last entry and alot has happened since then, well let's just say that some of them were REALLY good, I met a girl named nicolle, she's the nice of my mom's friend. and I am reestablishing my friendship with guia and I have been playing again and I have been really smiling again. Well well that's nice.... First and formost my yahoo messenger is broken so pls dissregard all messages sent to you guys. And if ever I'll be sending yah a message, you'll know that it was me.


anak ng putang... pa english english pa eh noh??? haha... teka teka nakakalimutan ko na yung mga especial mention,

bry - miss na nga kita talaga
charles - rose ulet tau
torre - rose ulet, utang mo
marvin - thanks, ehehehe...
reyia - ope to hear from you
guia - ope to hear from you to, sensya na sa mga tanong
wynn - amp ka 40m ko

yun lang... ay oo nga pla jero, joule maman tau!!!!!

sa susunod na yung iba... mag eemail pa ako sa kanya! gus2 nya mabasa poem ko...

pootah... me sakit nanaman ako! ampness... hehe, maybe I am dying... hehe Good news sa iba yan...

what the fuck?! hehe... i fear that I do not know myself anymore! I should not drift too far...